“Sink” — Yong Takahashi

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Let me sink into my sadness. I’m locking the door to all the well-wishers, optimists, and smiling heads. I don’t want to hear everything will be alright. I want to submerge myself into darkness letting what could have been, what should have been, what would have been tumble and scratch the recesses of my mind.
The fear that I contributed to the outcome wraps its tentacles around my heart and chokes out any attempt to deny complicity. The bitterness spreads to my lips as I remember the last words ever spoken. I have to live with that.
Let me sink deep under the covers as I breathe in the last scent of lovers. I fool myself that it’s as warm as it was when two bodies were intertwined.
Let me mourn.
In my own time, I will rise.
But for now, let me sink.

 

 

 

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Yong Takahashi won the Chattahoochee Valley Writers National Short Story Contest and Writer’s Digest’s Write It Your Way Contest. She also was runner-up in Gemini Magazine’s Short Story Contest and Georgia Writers Association’s Flash Fiction Contest. To read some of Yong’s stories, please visit here.

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